make up my mind

   I m ill for 4 days, fever, sore throat, headache, and stomachache, any sickness i can think about it all happening on me I N   T H I S  4  D A Y S ...TT ^ TT ...
     And then i receive the letter forn utar, they hv offer me the actuarial science (many ppl tell me that i hv to pay a lot of attention and patient in this subject and from the internet they were only 4 out of 10 ppl that taking this course can do well in this subject ONLY... ._. )...
         But i m still decide to choose this subject and will go to study in UTAR, setapak,  kl, i hv found myself a room that i wanted but i haven visit the room yet... dont noe i should get it now or wait until someone help me to visit it, just make my decition (*+﹏+*) ...
             Before this,someone ask me y i dont wait for the upu just decide to go for utar because upu is much cheaper( i just have to pay for 1/6 of utar study and all other fees (╯^╰〉), actually i m also dont noe... i just think that if i wait for the upu then just take the utar i'll be graduate late for a few month and may not get a better course as some of the courses only offer in may intake, but someone say take just late for a few month and that's nothing difference... haiz, blur....(*@^@*〉 ... ... 
                 Done... i m go for utar, apply ptptn and continue my study... i'll try my best... ... ... haiz ╯﹏╰ ...just wish me good luck ...
                     And now i hv got another things to do... RESIGN...before i get the job, i really think that i can work until sept(the upu freshman school begun  in sept) and now i hv to resign 3 month earlier and this the the month that i will be confirm ...TT ^ TT ...
                         I think i will leaving here in any days before 23 may...good bye my friends, good bye my cousin, good bye my aunt and uncle, and lastly good bye to my family... i'll miss u all so much...> 3<